So the songbird flies, she hears the call in the winds ,the rustle in leaves of the trees, the deep rhythm as the earth surrenders to the ancient forces of time and prepares for her rest . I too feel the shift as the seasons begin their dance from one to the other. Yet I hold my flight for as long as I can. I want to feel the gentle earnestness of your kiss for a while longer. Run my tongue across your skin to taste the salty tang of your essence and to inhale the musky scent of your male being just a while longer. This is the soliloquy, the finale of us before we part for a time . I hunger for your embrace , for it to last an eternity, to go past seasons into years , years into decades on through the course of the millennia.
The you and I that once were for so long. I will always hold the memory of you in my heart, back when things were simple, back when loving you was easy as the breath which powers the heartbeat in my chest. Tonight we’re so far from that sweet place of what was, yet let us take this time to forget the spinning, maddening world around us, to meet each other on our terms. A glance leads to a gaze, a gaze leads to an embrace and an embrace leads to forces untamable and beyond our wildest fantasies. I can feel your want, your pulsating reverberating need. Sometimes just falling into your arms is all I need to dust off the tomes of our history and rewrite the legend. To see the sparkle of sweat glistening upon your chest . To see the burning embers of passion in your eyes during those unbridled moments when nothing exists but the love slick heat of feeling of flesh upon flesh, passion upon passion, the cresting and the rising. The moment when the world falls away and we are one in the night. Those times when one wants to hold back, to extend the burn of the deep aching fire and in the same moment to let go completely in to the total oblivion of which pure ecstasy avails. To become one together in the moment, the shuddering spark into a white hot roaring flame crackling and sparking against a world gone mad. I feel your breath upon my neck, I see the heat emanating in your eyes from your deepest longing, I feel your kiss on my lips, the scruff of your cheek, there is no yesterday or tomorrow and we fall with a lovers embrace into each other once again. The world melts around us and drips away.
The crescendo has been reached and like a river running to sea we roll on towards our destination. One tide rolling in, one tide rolling out, white capping and churning we break apart. We’ll taste each other on the gentle breezes, feel each other on the gusting winds. The leaves will fall from the branches they adorned for a season and the winds will become chill as the darkness becomes longer than the light . Yet when I gaze into the gentle glowing fire I will see your spark, feel your heat and acknowledge the abstract power that was you. So the songbird flies.